YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE

In the begging

I don’t any one ask me for who I wrote this

because I didn`t see her face I just I felt it !....

In 2/5/10

I dreamed my first dream of her

some girl comeing from up I don't know where she come from

but I remember that I was waiting with a pink flowers

and she was wearing a red dress with flower in her hair

and come to me and the sun behind her was in the sunrise

I don’t know but I think i was Happy !!!

In 13/7/10

I saw her cry but I just saw the tear one tear and THE BLACK is the place color

I was dieing for a girl I didn`t know

In 10/9/10

long time I was afraid that I will never see her face

I want her soo much

I know that I am kind of men that unlucky with love yet

and I never Felt it to any girl I met

but why this girl

why she moves all my Senses

why she concord my mind 

why now ?!!

In that day 10/9/10

she’s back but with Different new look

I see her smile hear it

and I swear I know that I hear a music

and it was load

it is my fav song of gipsy kings and it was love and liberte

I shocked I saw her hand

like an angel wings come to cover my heart with an amazing joy

I touch her hair it is like a hot breathe hitting a frozen hand

In 20/10/10

I was wearing tuxedo and sitting in bambino char

and holding a cup of coffee and cigarette

waiting some thing looking to my watch every second goes

but the time was running to slow

one second every time I look to it

and her she comes behind me saying miss me

she  wearing a pink flower ring in her right hand

and I looking up I just saw her eyes like a half moon in every eye spotting right to me

hit my heart like a faith light saying it is not too late......

In 1/11/10

I was running in a Beautiful green garden

with  red and pink flowers every where

holding her hand

And  on the spur of the moment stopped to take a rest

and we look to the sky to see the sunset

and she said I love sunrise and you love sunset

and I said that because you are my sunshine

and she said and that because you are my moonlight

I know some will say whose that crazy man !!

but if that is a really crazy how much I love to be......

Sad Moon

Empty.Chaos .Valiant .Disparate .Hopeless  man

A man without soul live in the shadows of his Sins

the blood of his soul still fresh in his hand

and he sick of it...

asks the moon for help??

and the moon respond : you are not deserve to have mercy you are priceless

heart without soul like a candy without sugar

the man still ask for help over and over and over

after 3 years the moon accept to his request but with 3 conditions

1.fix every heart he broke

2.unleash his soul from his mind

3.roll his mind by his soul

the man accept with joy for this

starts to accomplish the tasks

but he found it is too hard to do all of this in one time

he take 2 years to do all

and the moon was so happy because the man deserve to have this chance

and he and the moon become too close friends

and the man ask? the moon again for help

and the moon run to him in the middle of noon

the man said : that he’s alone without soul mate asks the moon for his soul mate

because he have too much bad chooses before

the moon was burning by the sun confused cant see clearly

randomly choose a girl for the man

the moon cant go up and let his friend UN Happy

the man thank the moon

and a clear soft cold wind pump in his lamps

felling alive and the moon prey for him that he choose the right one for him

after that the man try to be a contact with his soul mate

and he talk with her over and over

kind of the man begin to like her

with time the man finally love her and felt the UN forgettable love

his first sweetest love taste that he wanted

after time with angels around

and the roses smell every way

red is the color of his mind

found she love someone else...

a tear a first reel tear drop from his eyes

and the black is the color

and weed is the wind smell

back to back he’s back to the moon ask him why?

and the moon don't know what`s wrong with the man why he soo sad?

the man ask him again why?

the moon felt a huge pain

after he know what’s wrong with the man

and he respond with shame I am sorry!

I couldn’t leave you with out get help

I am sorry! my friend I am sorry!!

after while

the moon watches his friend heartbroken

back to the man trying to know how he is doing??

asks him what he found in that girl?

the man respond with a fake smile tears cover it

she is my sunshine....

and silence cover the night under sad moon light.......

زكريات واه

تخاريف خرافة كل ما اروق..
الزكريات هتكلم عنها من وجهة نظرى السخسية..

من اجمل حاجة وهبهالنا رب العالمين.. كل واحد فينا وهو صغير بتاع ست سبع سنيين كدة عندة زكريات, ولو بسيطة عن حياتة وهو لسة صغير ويعود معاها ب أغنية زمان وانا صغير ....,حجر تيتة ولا شيكولاتة خالتو ولا اه المرمغة فى الطين ولعب الكورة,... ولا حضن الام الى بقى دلوقتى لازم يبقى فى مناسبة ...,ولا سيبك من دة كلة عليك وعلى الاتارى ولا بنت الجريان اه بنت الجيران الى ماكانت فى واحدة حلوة ييا جدع كلة كان فس فس وفجاة كلة ضرب.

يااااا لما كان بابا يرجع البيت من سفر طويل كان الواحد يجرى علية ويبوسه وحشتنى وبعدها وديركت جبتلى كل الى قولتلك علية انطق ولا الله اعيط ....

زماااان ايام العز وصدم فلوس الدرس ولا سور المدرسة والبلطجة على البشرية ولا السيبر والبلاى ستيشن وان اوف كنت برنس يبانية (بس من يوو.سييم بينى وبين اخويا)....

ولا الحب الاول بس بنسبالى لسة اصلى بعييد عنكم فقراية, اجمل من ساعة الفجر لاول مرة وانت برة البيت ولا سفر المصيف مع الاصحاب وما بالك ما هو المصيف بالنسبة للشباب خرااااااب ورجس من عمل الشيطان... ولا بنات المدرسة الى جنب مدرستنا والمعاكسات ....و احساس رجولة اول سيجارة ولا اول مرة فى راندفوو مع مزة حلوة ...ولا اول مرة بتسوق عربية وبتعمل كليب جوا... ولا اول موبيل بى كاميرة وتوعد تصور كل شاردة وواردة ...ولا ايام التمرين والعزاب الله يمسيك بالخير يا كابتن محمدى كنت مطلع تيييييت الى جابونى... ولا لما تروح مصر لوحدك انت وصحابك ...ولا لما الصحاب فى رمضان فى الكافتريا ...ولا اول احساس وانت لابس البدلة ....

و لا عيون متتنسيش ياااااااااااااااااااااا زكريات

لما تكون فعلا زعلان شغل موسيقى واسرح فى اجمل زكرياتك وعيش لو معشتش انهاردة هتعيش امتى؟!...

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